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Time:11:00 pm
Looking at the world through the eyes of the blind
It's you I'm thinking about...
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Subject:Doomsday
Time:10:48 pm
I am prepared for battle
I have my rifile
AHHHHHHHHHHHH FUCK PROM

I DON'T WANNA GO!
Wahhh

Take me away
Away on a ship
I wanna sail away
Far far away
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Subject:Damn
Time:12:04 am
damn, i miss her so much
days like this where i wish was with her
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Subject:Honey, I Know That Life Is Sweet...
Time:12:37 am
I put my heart in a box
To put it in a concrete cube
And underneath more boxes
And hidden behind boxes

I'll get in 1, 2


And the memories made laughing out in the sun
And the memories lost that we'll never become



So guess what, two more months then I graduate high school

DAMN! That is funny, two more months and then a big FUCK YOU! HIGH SCHOOL!



I had a lot in my mind today. My good friend Alexa was on a plane to Florida for spring break.
And I thought...

What if the plane crashes?
Will it be in the newspaper the next morning?
What would happen?
Will there be a funeral?
What would I do?
I will go crazy
Can I handle another death in my life to someone I care deeply about?

I thought about this scenario, I tried to put it aside.
But I realized if it did happen, with the 1 in a million chance, then I'd probably end my life
I don't think I can handle another death, I need another 20 years for that.
Thank god, her plane landed fine though, and she made it okay.
I hope shes doing fine. I don't think she knows how much i really do care about her.
It may not seem like that to her but I do care deeply about her.
I wish there was someway I could really express that.


I guess I shouldn't think to pessimistically about everything
I'll try to be more optimistic, since the glass is half-empty
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Subject:Smoking Kills
Time:04:40 pm
I miss when I could smoke like I didn't care
Now I've been coughing up blood and it sucks
It sucks I've been sick for the past two weeks
But I should be fine
Right?

THIS CHILD IS MINEEE!
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Subject:It ceases to be whining if you're still shitting blood
Time:10:35 pm
So write a song without a hook
Remember why you wrote songs in the first place
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Subject:</3
Time:07:00 pm
Yeah relationships aren't worth anything
I hate it, honestly
It feels like my hearts been ripped out and shat on once again
And if I never got my heart broken
I would sing blah blah fucking nothing
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Time:10:46 pm
iHeart
Alexa
One
Love
<3
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Current Music:Forever and Always - Bullet For My Valentine
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Subject:I Can't wait to be a rockstar...
Time:06:37 pm
So today was a really great motherfucking day

I'm so happy
I love the fact that we are together and one
And guess what...
...absolutely love it
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Time:12:50 pm
so there is this wonderful girl i met in the course of two months

and i really like her...
...yeah things are much better lately
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